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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

reality check

Bismillah

Just now, i received a shocking testament from the bank. My account has approximately less than $10. Where have all the money that i've collected during my working stint gone to? Astaghfirullah... i was feeling down the whole way from the bank to my house, because i felt so disappointed with myself.

Then, i realised. We have been taught not to be wasteful. Because it is the way of the syaitans. Na'uzubillah. I don't want to be associated with the ar-rajeem.

We have also been taught that there are syaitans who will be guarding shopping places, and these creatures will whisper bad advice to us, so that we will spend without care. We are reminded to always pray that Allah will protect us from their whisperings.

And how i've forgotten all about that when i went shopping.

Astaghfirullah. I'm truly ashamed of myself. How i let myself be a slave towards material...

But i still have to face the music. It's a blow yes, but i have to stand up back again. No time to brew over losses, but to think ahead.

Scrimp and save is the way now.

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