Bismillah
Today marks my father's 15th death anniversary. I don't think anyone would celebrate a death anniversary. However, this date holds a special meaning in my life because 15 years back, this date changed my life completely. I no longer have a father and I can no longer call my father 'ayah'.
It was not a sudden death. His demise was gradual, but I never thought that my father would eventually left me and my family for good. I had always thought his sickness will be cured; he was even being prepared to be brought home. Death was a distant concept then.
I am even more pained and sad today than I was previous years. The longer someone is taken from you, the harder it gets. I can only just pray that my father will rest in peace, be in His blessings (amiin) and take care of myself so I would not burdened him any more.
p/s: ayah, will you come and visit me today?
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ila hadaratin Nabiy Muhammad shallahu 'alaihi wa sallam,
wa khushushan ila hadrati Abu Radhiyah,
bi barakatillahi taala wa bakatuhu,
AlFatihah..
Fa
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