Pertama kali

Bismillah

Pertama kali di tahun 2014. Aku kembali menulis.

Biasanya bila aku mula menulis ialah kerana aku mula bermain dengan perasaan.

Kali ini harapnya bukan mimpi yang hanya diungkapkan dengan pena, tapi realiti indah dan bahagia.

Aku tekad.. tidak akan berlengah lagi.

Orang tengah mesti dicari, biar jawapan ya atau tidak boleh diketahui dengan cepat.

Ya atau tidak, kedua-duanya harus kubersyukur. Tidak mahu bermuram durja bermasam muka. Tidak!

Makna Bahasa Rasa

Bismillah

Kadang-kadang ku tertanya

Apakah makna di sebalik bicara?

Ada masa ku terfikir

Apa yang hendak dizahirkan dari gerak geri?

Aku tiada jawapan. Sehingga kini aku masih segan.

tiga

Bismillah

Bukan sekali dua
Bukan sekejap cuma
Tapi mengapa tiap kali terjumpa
Ku harus menjadi yang ketiga?

- penat!

raya 2013

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I am one who do not like to share much about events, such as raya celebration. Somehow, I don't see the significance of sharing raya photos to the public. Maybe some would call me selfish.. maybe I am.

But this post will be extra special, as this year's celebration is the last one with only 5 of us.

Next year, insyaAllah, there will be 6. Maybe 6 and 1/2.. or 7, or even 7 and 1/2?

:)

reflection

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It has been a long while. I think I have grown up more these past few months than I ever before.

Working with toddlers and children has been most rewarding. I have never felt bored, even though work keeps piling up day by day. It's true that sometimes I tend to complain, but that's just natural, isn't it? I need to vent off some frustrations so that I won't blow up.

These little kids have secured a special place in my heart, I just can't imagine leaving them behind. I love them more and more each day, even though a few of them do get into my bad books. But after all, they are children... I felt remorseful every time I was too hard on them.

Looking at them, I felt looking into my past, my present and my future.

How innocent a child is. How the world is a happy place for a child.

I was like them then too. I never thought of sadness and cruelty would happen to anybody in the world. My understanding of 'sadness' was when I did not get to eat my favourite food or a friend decided to play with another person instead of me.

Presently, a child is, most of the time, a teacher of experience for me. A teacher of life. I learnt a great deal from them and I hope they learn as much from me as I do from them.

Watching them grow up each day, the future looms in front of me. I feel the challenge of educating the young minds of today and I wonder how much more challenging it would be teaching the young minds of tomorrow... which would include my own offspring (insyaAllah)

Allah knows best. Because Allah has indeed put me in a condition that lets me do thinking and reflecting every day.

Allahu musta'an~

cubit paha kanan, paha kiri terasa sakitnya

Bismillah

Pergolakan di Mesir. Bukan ku tak endah. Tapi diriku juga diselubungi tanda tanya.

Nak memberi sepatah dua kata, tidak selayaknya. Hanya membaca dan berdoa, sebagai bukti ku masih peka.

Cukup Allah sebagai pembela. Cukup Allah tempat pergantungan kita.

HasbunAllah wa ni'mal wakil~

perasankah?

Bismillah

Kadangkala gembira, kadangkala terdiam duka
Dua rasa daripada dia yang sama

guru & pelajar

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Alhamdulillah.. hampir 3 bulan bekerja sebagai seorang guru tadika. Diberi tanggungjawab mengajar 68 orang anak murid. Suatu angka yang besar. Suatu amanah yang berat.

Pada masa yang sama, saya masih seorang pelajar.

Disiplin diri harus mantap.