secrets, lies, hypocrisy

one is going further and further away from the path of good
one lives in lies
one keeps life in secrecy
one has just gone missing

and i...?

i kept quiet, when it is my duty to speak

how can i be so selfish?
why do i only want MYSELF to live at ease?
what do i have to say for my actions?
where shall my end be?

i pray..grant me strength
for i am a normal being
full of discrepancies
full of sins