painted smile

bismillah

due to the ongoing demands that i should update here that i took the grace to do so...actually, i do not have anything to write about, as i have just updated things at my other blog...

seems as this blog is for me to pour out my heart and soul, and my deepest feelings, i shall do so..

i have mixed feelings going back here this time...happy at last that i get to go home after two months in KL, sad that i didn't get to say goodbye to dearest friends, anxious about being a pm and starting my 2nd year...but mostly upset at not being able to meet this person again...and i didn't get to say goodbye...

this person has touched a special part in my heart...i regret not letting him know about my true feelings, yet i know i did the right by keeping it mum...

anyway, i have already wrote in another blog (for my view only) about my feelings towards this person...and i leave everything to Allah, because what He intends for me is the best for myself...

all of you know who he is...coz i rather not pen down the name...it might make me emotional...

btw, a friend had discovered his blog...and i thank her...as by reading the his blog, i might get to know him better...i admit, he is still a stranger to me...

hopefully, you guys pray the best for me...insyaAllah, i know that if Allah has destined us to be together, even distance could not keep us apart...

(i might sound too mushy, so do forgive me, i haven't quite get over him yet)

wallahu'alam